It's 4 am and I'm supposed to be writing about myself... but I'm finding it difficult to put a finger on who I am right now... mostly because it's 4 am and my brain is not fully functioning, but also because I have no clue whatsoever who I am or what I want to be. Also, let me preface this entire blog with the statement that I lack the normal spelling skills of a 21 year old. I'm not sure when this problem developed, but it is a problem and just rest assured that I am aware of it. Dan, this is for you so you better appreciate it bc talking about myself is boring.
1. I enjoy embracing being young and blonde. The most fun is fucking with people. I thoroughly enjoy putting on a show for people just to see how they react. I have learned never to pretend to be something you're not if you plan on ever going back to that place, because my your lies always catch up to you. I mean, these are little white lies just to make an evening interesting. When you pretend to tell someone your life story, and then you see them again and can't remember what story you told them, you look like boo boo the fool.
2. I believe I was meant to have an athletic body, had I just taken better care of myself over the past 3 years. Thankfully I am starting to get back to a much more appropriate weight and physique (sp?). I love to bike ride and ski. Mostly because neither require hand-eye coordination, which I lack to the extreme.
3. I find all religions, languages and cultures interesting. If I could specialize in anything I wanted to, I would go into sociology. But instead I have decided to actually make money with my living and go into hotels. Not just hotels per say, more like rich bitch resorts, etc. I also love Spanish, and am thoroughly annoyed with myself that I lose it more and more everyday. Although, I do have the occasional dream in Spanish so I must not be that bad. Oh, and there's my slight obsession with Judaism. You should read "The Chosen" by Chaim Potok, it changed my whole outlook on life. You can borrow my copy, if you need. I am not practically religious. Ok let's be honest here I'm not religious at all. I do however, love to study Christianity. My minor is Religion with a Biblical Studies emphasis. My favorite college class was "The Old Testament". That and my religion film analysis class, but I stopped going and failed, so scratch that.
4. Speaking of failing, I hate college. Mostly I dispise the idea of paying someone for them to tell me what to do and when to do it. I absolutely HATE being told what to do. If you just add a please and thank you onto anything, I will offer my services gratiously (well, most of the time.)
5. My best friends of all time are Andrea and Brandon. They are the only two people that I have actually stayed close with through thick and thin over a very significant period of time. Andrea lives in Findlay (I know you're reading this, I love you, take a deep breath today and remember that everything will be alright in the end.) Brandon lives in Pheonix (stupid jerk left me here in cold ass Ohio!) I have several new found best friends. Seama is my Columbus girl. Hudson in my guy's guy friend. Tony lives in Vegas and I miss him :(
6. I love animals with a few exceptions. I hate moths. I'm just scared of them really. It's an irrational fear, I know, but we all have them so try not to make fun. I find fish adorable, but all kinds of slimey badness.
7. I tend to be overly honest. It's gets me in trouble sometimes. Actually now that I think about it I'm like the two opposite ends of the spectrum. There are something I will always tell the truth about, if it's inappropriate or hurts someone. There are other things I will always bullshit you about. I can't help it really, I just like to judge people's reactions. I'm overly analytical the majority of the time. It's exhausting really. Also, I'm a terrible secret keeper. Don't tell me anything you really need kept secret. It's not that want others to know things I just get over excited about things sometimes and information just comes flowing from my lips. (BTW I cut my lip off in 1st grade... I'll show the scar if you want)
8. My body is practically falling apart. I have aches and pains like a 90 year old. I blame dancing from such a young age.
9. I used to fall for guys really easily. I have learned to restrain myself, thank God. I really don't like sappy moments. I find them awkward and too mushy. I can enjoy a good chick flick when I'm in the right mood. I will tell everyone that I love them, because you never know when you'll never be able to tell them again. Being in love however is a different story. I think you can love someone you're dating before you're in love with them. ActuallyI think it's essential that you have that. Because that means you've built a friendship instead of just a romantic relationship. If you simply have romance and no base, then what do you do when the romance fades and you're in a relationship that you can't depend on?
10. I'm exhausted and my fingers are starting to cramp up. If you want to know more detailed information, I guess you'll have to ask for it.
Oh also, I love the Yankees.
S.
